ʚɞ I want to erase the tears of all those who trusted in hope. I want them to be left with a smile on their faces. ʚɞ
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૮(˶ㅠ︿ㅠ)ა Ugh sorry guys but !!! VENT WARNING!!! Promise this is the last one for a while >_<, u can skip this if u want
Last weekend I had another meltdown again and I just don’t know what to dooooo! It feels like no matter how much my family and friends try to help me I never get better!!! They sacrifice so much for me and all I ever do is bring them stress and worry and I wish I could just get better already instead of having to leech off them… I’m an adult going to college and I’m still living with my parents because I can’t fucking handle living on my own without relapsing and it’s always embarrassing whenever I have to tell anyone else and goddammit why couldn’t I just be normal and think normally and right now I’m just being selfish and feeling bad for myself FUUUCK
I’m trying to keep it all down but that just results in me boiling over and fighting with them and they’re always so nice to me even though I know that I’m just a fucking burden and I can’t talk to them about this because they’d try to deny that. I know I don’t deserve them. I’m just so tired :(
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